Saturday, December 31, 2005
damn! i'm goin crazy.....seriously...my brain doesn't noe wad to think anymore...i dun even noe how i shld feel anymore....i guess i'm juz numb.....oh shit! tmr is AREADI sundae!! help me!!! somebody plzzzzz make time stop! NO it can't be happening...not yet...not next week!!! oh no..... there's no where to run...no where to hide....*screams* ok...wad is the use? i might as well enjoy these few days right? but how? *sobx* i miss everyone alreadi.....*sighs* oh wells...not lyk anyone can hear me =x...which is actualli a gd thing...yayz! i can blabber gibberish!! heehee XD oh man...i'm seriously goin bonkers =x lolz....
emptyin out my thots`...
at
9:54 PM
Friday, December 30, 2005
Call you up in the middle of the nightLike a firefly without a lightYou were there like a blowtorch burningI was a key that could use a little turningSo tired that I couldn't even sleepSo many secrets I couldn't keepI promised myself I wouldn't weepOne more promise I couldn't keepIt seems no one can help me now,I'm in too deep; there's no way outThis time I have really led myself astrayRunaway train, never going backWrong way on a one-way trackSeems like I should be getting somewhereSomehow I'm neither here nor thereCan you help me remember how to smile?Make it somehow all seem worthwhileHow on earth did I get so jaded?Life's mystery seems so fadedI can go where no one else can goI know what no one else knowsHere I am just a-drownin' in the rainWith a ticket for a runaway trainAnd everything seems cut and dried,Day and night, earth and sky,Somehow I just don't believe itRunaway train, never going backWrong way on a one-way trackSeems like I should be getting somewhereSomehow I'm neither here nor thereBought a ticket for a runaway trainLike a madman laughing at the rainA little out of touch, a little insaneIt's just easier than dealing with the painRunaway train, never going backWrong way on a one-way trackSeems like I should be getting somewhereSomehow I'm neither here nor thereRunaway train, never coming backRunaway train, tearing up the trackRunaway train, burning in my veinsI run away but it always seems the same
emptyin out my thots`...
at
11:51 PM
what wld it be lyk to fly away in the arms of an angel? -wonders-
emptyin out my thots`...
at
10:32 PM
hi pple!!! wheex! my blog is back...wellz kinda...i like this skin alot...so i'm stickin wif it XD anyways...sch is startin..oh no...my blog is gonna be dead agn...how?! haha...wad e heck...
shit...it's been so long tt i've forgotten how to blog...or wad to blog abt...haiz...anyway...for the world's info...my mom got soo pissed wif my rudeness tt now jude and father ho is involved =x... not lyk it matters anyway...hmm...but it does sound serious....and u noe how it all started? it started cuz of a pile of clothes and the phrase 'u can't hav the cake and eat it'...sounds lame? yar...it is...but i dun see why she has to go and dig up my past and what others did... i mean...it's soo out of context...oh wellz...so be it if they decide to pack their bags and leave me here to fan for myself.....if i'm so mah fan....y not juz put me in a home? y even hav me in the 1st place? oh...sure...they didn't noe....well now they do...so y r they still keepin the useless creature tt makes rude remarks? and 'treat em lyk shit'? WHY??!! oh wellz...not lyk anyone wld bother anyway...
~kiara~
emptyin out my thots`...
at
6:45 PM
