Wednesday, April 25, 2007
heh life has this sense of bitter sweet nostalgia to it....you can never enjoy an enjoyable moment completely thanks to all the stress and worry hovering over you in the days to come....zzzz i can never finish doing all my work and when i think i have, there's always more piling up...*dies* it never ends does it? okay i know here i go again.....okay so let me tell about happy times instead....haha yesterday tai won and i went to novena sq to eat....haha ok more like united sq...we ate SUB WAY!!!!!! sub way rocks mann!! seriously! it's my fav fast food joint! XD hmmz darling's thnking of getting a franchise XD how cool! think i'll be the advertisement for it...haha thinks:(me sitting at the entrance wif a foot long cold trio sandwich) think evereyone will start flocking in....haha imagine....subway for lunch / dinner everyday FREEEEE!!! yey! =) okay think i'll turn into a sandwich or sth...haha anw...after dinner i went shopping....hmmz bought this jap looking top....feels cool looks cool....haha but erm....i dare not wear it out...heh....i need to get pants with cuffs =x oh no....der goes e money agn....zzz which reminds me....anni is coming and i have to pay my phone bill too =x *sigh*
emptyin out my thots`...
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12:35 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
haha!!! anyone saw me on tv??!!!! heh yesterdy i went to united sq to take FREE BEN & JERRY"S icecream!!!! haha xD still v happy wif mua self! XDwe could have gone 4 rounds sia....heh XD
emptyin out my thots`...
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10:52 AM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
writing stories about my days are now beyond me.....my brain is still trying to comprehend whats on white pieces of paper....anyway...i just realised that whatever i do...enjoyable or not is just not enough to satisfy my hunger for freedom and relaxation.....boi i wish i was gone too.....nowadays i dont seem to even hav a frien whom i tell all my problems to.......when or how i got to tt stage..i'm kinda clueless....well maybe i dont need one....haha ironic huh.....i dont feel like talking about anything.....i just wanna get out of here forget everything and then stay stagnant....
emptyin out my thots`...
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3:54 PM
okay i noe...i should be studying.....really should be studying....what am i thinking you asked... well maybe i should let it go...well just maybe...haven't thought about what it woud be like...just know that some people would be happy about it...well everyone would i think....everyone except................
haiz....school's getting to me...yes i'm free...but am i really free? i hate this i hate eveything...could i be happier? the answer is no....i never am.....can one really decide what makes them happy? i think so....okay...i've made up my mind....i wont persue it if it happens again......i'll just...........
i'll hide behind the "okay" word...put tt mask on and carry on......
-you dont know me anyway-
-walk till i dont have to take step.....that's what i'm looking for....
emptyin out my thots`...
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3:37 PM
